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Look I heard what you said to your brother earlier, remember? You told him there was nothing good about this soif de sang, and it was unspeakable. Cade dropped his hands from Jax s waist and sat down on the bed. He shook his head. Did I actually say that? He smiled over at Jax, an ironic little twist to his lips. A little over the top, wasn t I? I have to warn you, Jax. I sometimes exaggerate for effect. Were you exaggerating then? Is the idea of me being your mate so damn awful? Of course not, Jax. It s not you, it s me. Jax groaned. Shit, not the old it s-not-you-but-me bullshit. Jax, please listen. I need to be honest with you. I m not ready to settle down, and you you re only a kid, and this takes both our choices away. Forever. Once we mate, we ll have to be together. It s not so bad if you re already in love, but we barely know one another. What if you decide you made a terrible mistake somewhere down the road? It won t matter, you know. You ll still be stuck with me. You might wind up hating me. Is that possible? Absolutely. It happened with my grandparents. I told you this thing runs in families. By the time I was born, they were already pretty old, even for our kind. They re gone now, and buried in Louisiana, but I remember how much they argued and fought. It was almost legendary. They had been the alpha pair, before my father took over as alpha, and they disagreed on pretty much everything. My mother told me once that my grandmother had been engaged to someone else 60 Shannon West before my grandfather came along. And though she still loved the other guy, she couldn t resist the pull of the soif de sang. Her own body betrayed her, forced her to leave the one she loved to be with my grandfather. So what happened to them? Cade smiled gently. Nothing big or dramatic. They were drawn to each other not out of love, but out of this compulsion. My grandfather tried, I think, but he finally gave up when he saw she couldn t or wouldn t meet him halfway. They co-existed, nothing more. You make it sound so awful. If you don t want me, then fine. I don t want anybody who doesn t want me. Just take us with you to Georgia, and I ll find a job. I ll leave you alone. No! Cade yelled the word and reached out to grip Jax s arms tightly. You won t leave me. I can t lose you now. He pulled Jax over to him so that Jax stood between his legs. He ran his hands over Jax s body and pressed him against his chest. His body felt warm and hard, and almost at once, Jax felt his erection growing. Jax laughed a shaky little laugh. I got to tell you, Cade, you re giving me some real mixed signals here. Cade looked down at his erection almost in surprise, then his gaze traveled back up to Jax s face. His skin was pale and he looked strained and panicky. I know. I feel like I m going crazy. Jax, I-I don t think I can wait. I need to& I have to be inside you. Jesus, you re a confusing person to talk to. He shook his head and looked up to see Cade s eyes sparkling. Yeah, I know, he said softly. All part of my charm. Okay, then, Jax said, his voice rough with the sudden surge of passion he was feeling. If you want me so bad, do it. Take me, damn it. He slid his arms around Cade s shoulders, and bent to taste his lips. The moment he pressed his lips against Cade s a sensation swept over him, like drowning, like being overcome with something that stole all the oxygen from him and left him gasping. He felt Cade s tongue slip between his lips and he tasted him, a faint, sweet taste that reminded him somehow of green forests and wild things. He lost track of his senses as Cade s tongue explored his mouth, and pulled him closer and down into his lap, so that Jax was straddling him, his own hard cock Bloodlust 61 snugged up against Cade s rock-like bulge. Cade was pressing him against his chest so hard he could feel his heart beating, fast and steady and strong. Jax was losing track of the boundaries between them. The nipple ring was digging into Jax s chest. Was that Cade s heart or his own? Jax fumbled with Cade s jeans and got a hand inside. Cade groaned and pushed up hard against his hand. Jax could feel Cade s cock twitching a little as he held it, and Cade made a sound that was like a moan and a growl all at once, picking Jax up with his hands under his arms and throwing him down on his back on the bed. A part of Jax thrilled at the rough treatment. Jax knew he wouldn t break, and he wanted Cade to see that. He was a man and would be treated like one, despite the difference in their two sizes. Cade came after him with a feral growl. The sound was deep and bestial, and it should have scared Jax, but it only excited him. He felt like growling himself, as a matter of fact. Jax had one small moment of panic, when he saw Cade s beautiful face hovering over him. He was so big, so muscular. Then Cade leaned over and pulled off Jax s underwear, just ripped them down and engulfed Jax s cock in his mouth. Never before had so many feelings rushed over Jax all at once. He felt the brush of Cade s [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] |
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